Hello, my name is michelle.
currently 17 years old.
studying at nan chiau high school, taking O level.

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Friday, February 09, 2007

9:18 PM -

cried on the bus just now. i just can't stop thinking.

if there isn't any trust in us, let's go our seperate ways then. i gave you chance to explain. but you took it for granted. well done. you took those words as nothing so as via-visa. i'm not going to say anything anymore. let it put a full stop to each of our life. you go your way, and i will go my way. pretened that nothing had happened all along. or perhaps we never knew one another. so now, i am leaving you alone. but i know that, life without you is gonna be as miserable as before. so as to end our misery, i think i'll let it end. let's just bid one another goodbye.

my left toes just hurts so much. and i can't even walked properly. hope that it didn't get worse. hah.

i need a place to be alone right now.
i wanna vent out all my angers.
i wanna leave this place soon.

tell me, who can i turn to when i am in need. besides God. i want a person, a person who understands me. who is that?! parents aren't at home at all times. and i am left alone in this house. fuck.

i think i shall end here. i just felt that i've got no mood to blog about anything right now.

to you: don't think i don't know your blog URL. well, i know you are refering to me. to me, you are a bitch too. a bitch that can't even think. and all you know is to critise people. why don't you take a look at yourself oin front of the mirror, and prove to me you are pretty. when you can't even behave like a lady. shucks. you make me wanna puke either. i regretted having you in my life. fuck away further from me.

Thursday, February 08, 2007

5:00 PM -

this is not a random post.

firt of all, i would like to announce that my dad is back since tuesday onwards. and he will be staying in singapore for just like one month. how sad can it be. and he will go back to middle east to work again. if 'm not wrong.

was having np parade yesterday. and that was the day that i felt so 'left out.' cause there's nothing much for me to do or help. hah. so i just walk around and company my squad-mates and sec 3s. then, i joined them for PT session. ran one round of the school. and here it goes. parade ended. and everyone started to go home. hah. didn't have my meals at all for yesterday. hungry. just wasn't in the mood too, and i've got no appetite.
i saw something that makes me feels so emotional and sad.
didn't have the mood and strength to play around after school. so i just lie myself at the bench and 'sleep. was actually thinking of some things instead.

just came back from polyclinic. went to visit a doctor. hah. my left toes that bone came off. that's why it hurts so much when i walked. hah. anyway, hope that it'll recover soon.

passed my letter to the vice-principal today. hope that evrything will go according to my dreams. may it come true. the contents, i will never disclosed. only some people knows about it. haha. anyway, it isn't any serious thing.

oh ya, Mr Raffi selected me to go for the 100m rely run competition. so i needa attnd next tuesday. but.. i can't run. hah.

okay, so i shall end here. gonna get busy with my stuffs and all. having guitar lesson later and yet i have not pactise the song i'm supposed to play later on. and i am having geography test tomorrow. an i have not start to revise. argh. gonna mug soon.
bye people(: