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Tuesday, May 22, 2007

4:33 PM -

first of all, i would like to apologise to those people whom i show attitude this few days. i am sorry. i don't mean it anyway. i am just irritated. that's why you didn't see me talking and joking much recently.

secondly, got back all my overall results. and i am rather disappointed with it. because it wasn't the results i am longing to get. i regretted, because during the exams period, i did not really put in my 100% effort. argh.. it's over though. no point harping on it. because i can't change the past.

thirdly, should i quit my guitar lesson now? but, if i were to quit, i got to pay a sum of money. i think. because the contract is about 1 year. i don't know. but, i need time to concentrate on my studies. i am still thinking though. and if i were to quit, means that i will not have any fun on thursday night? ahaha. and i will not get to see my 3 wonderful girlfriends?

i know i souldn't have this thought racing through my mind. but, it's taking control over my life. i hold no priority. i can't find any other ways out besides doing this to myself. i am sorry people. for all those who really care for me, thanks! but i need time to be alone. i needa have some peace. hurting and cutting myself seems to be the best solution to vent out my anger and sorrows now. i will own back my life, someday, somehow. iam dying in this hell of mine.